chapter oneSomnambulation takes its greatest toll when you’ve woken up and all your limbs are broken. The floor was the side of a building and the stairs behind you were the car. Nothing would be better than waking up, again, to the sight of your lover instead of the shoe rack by the front door. Lucky for my grandmother, she didn’t wake up to begin with. That day was my first day of junior year. I recall rolling out of bed and heading downstairs to cook myself some eggs, and the gunk and blurriness that covers a person’s eyes and senses in the morning caused me to overlook her body, though I did nochapter one
"Decisions Made"Concrete floor I stood: Quivering body Awaits with strain for ease of mind in big Dirt-stained hands of an unattractive and Hideous vagrant. With money in place, Anxiety in my blood -- trade is done. Excited veins pulse heavily. Among The dregs behind Motel Six, against a Dumpster with one of my familiar friends, Relief releases. There on the earth shines The cycle: fake love, remorse, contentment. Another day comes: I work for money To pay for remedies to help forget About what I had to do for money."Decisions Made"
"A--"I had my head down on the table while the ashes fell onto my already disfigured hand. I moved my free fingers on shining, hard wood, playing a broken harpsichord; the harpsichord wasn't there but I could hear a raw, grating reverberation."A--"
As my vision blurred, I could only think of how much I would rather have that red, viscous fluid drip from the cuts in my mouth than have salt sting my restless, longing lips. The fury and the violence in her eyes secured my fate, made me feel safe. She has truth, lies, love, hate, left.
Lag
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--Parole soltanto parole, parole tra noi.
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~NIN-FC
=Self-Injury-Club
~Industrial-Heaven
<3 NIИ <3
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inhale, exhale.. sounds simple
Enjoy your stay.
oh and overuse emoticons
hehehehe
if you wait about 24 hrs ur deviations should show up.
(DA is big. therefore DA is slow. Be patient)
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keep writing.
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